Obviously the alarm at 4:09am was squashed with immense guilt since I had a 5miles planned for this morning, Good thing for P90X today right?
But then I read Whitney's post about Self Love and appreciating one's self. I honestly read this as if she was my sister and shaking me to reality that I had to listen to her.
Anyone who follows along knows that I've shared that I have been in a low lately. It is more than the physical low with medical stress and Dr. Evil Google, but I have been emotionally spent for the last several weeks.
So while I may not have friends nearby or close enough to tell me some positive affirmations, I will take Whitney's message to heart and give myself the affirmations that I need right now.
I am not the 'average woman' anymore that I spoke of in my past.
I am getting stronger everyday, emotionally and physically.
I will soon look in the mirror and not see the wrinkles,
the bags under my eyes and roots.
the cowlick in my hair or roots showing.
I will see the hilarious friend that friends once spoke of.
I will see more smiles and laughter
I will see a healthy self in the mirror and smile in gratitude for what I do have in life.
I will be April.